Finished the chapter on Step 3 today in A Woman’s Way Through The 12 Steps. Thinking a lot about a higher power, spirituality, surrender and willingness to+for change.
I felt so much relief when I surrendered to the notion that I could no longer care full time for Sonny. I had fought for so long to maintain control over a situation which had been spiralling out of control. I was in utter turmoil until I accepted the situation and let go.
I liken my addiction to this. However, in the situation with Sonny other adult humans took over. There were other people to hand-over to. So I’m still mulling over this but I feel like I’m learning. 🙂