I’m feeling discouraged. I’m trying to write everyday but the past few, it’s more a case of forcing myself. I’m boring myself so I must be boring anyone who makes the effort to read what I write. My words feel flat and beige.
Maybe writing a publishable blog post daily is over-reaching? I can still write for 10 minutes a day without it being fit for public consumption.
I’m sitting here, looking at the words on the screen and just feeling more and irritated by my lacking. I feel so deeply, why can’t I express it eloquently?
Tomorrow my eldest son is running a half marathon near me. I can’t wait to see him. My 6ft 1 baby.